I am the moondrop of my tear as I go missing looking for you
You called attention to the darkness that suicide brings
I had to share my judgment as it poured out from this spring
As I was asked to forgive this is what I came to know
Everything is usable
You gave your life so we could know
The feelings I can`t rectify
They tear across my chest
I am a ruthless sales man
I `m the friend who`ll never rest
Until your deep transition is guided by my best
I will not simply send you off with love like all the rest
What is this truth that violation brings?
What is the deeper purpose your choice has caused creation to sing?
Do I mistrust love or is a lesson underfoot?
What is the message that is hidden in this book?
Everything is musical
Subtle self abuse
We perpetrate in every moment
Oblivious to how we`re noosed
It`s only when it`s magnified self hatred is revealed
We`re all before the firing squad
Refusing to feel
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